Jane Gracey hates having panic attacks. Not knowing how to stop them, she, along with her identical twin sister Catie, the friendly witch Mrs. Macabre, and their spooky found family go searching for the mysterious Fear King, hoping he will have a cure. But first they must venture through the wild and dangerous Nightmare Jungle, a place few have dared to explore. Will Jane finally face her fears or will she let them consume her forever?
This is the third book in The Mrs. Macabre Chronicles and can be read in order or as an individual volume.
Excerpt:
It came without warning. If you have ever had a panic attack, then I am sorry to say that you know precisely how Jane Gracey felt. In fact, you may wish to not be reminded of how it felt, in which case, we shall meet again in a few pages time.
If you have not experienced a panic attack, this is how it felt for her.
The day had begun just as nearly every day of her life had. Her and her identical twin sister, Catie, had woken up annoyed that it was a school day instead of the weekend. The only comfort that they received was that they would see their friend Bram during class and that their Friday and Saturday nights would be filled with trips to the Hallowland with the witch Mrs. Macabre and her spooky found family. They were only allowed to see her on non-school nights. Though Mrs. Macabre was known for her love of fun and mischief, she was also known for her love of education. “After all,” she would tell them, “how else would Vlad the Impaler have known how long his stakes should have been if not for education?”
And so, they boarded the bus that would take them to school and proceeded to be educated. It was only until they got to Mr. O’Brien’s English class-which just happened to be her favorite-that Jane began to sense something was wrong. What was wrong, she could not put words to, all she felt was a kind of itch inside her mind that she could not scratch. Her hands curled into fists on her desk as the itch grew and grew.
The florescent lights above her seemed to brighten, making the white walls of the classroom glow to the point where her eyes began to squint.
Mr. O’Brien’s lecture on Rudyard Kipling’s The Jungle Book was being drowned out by the sound of chalk hitting against the blackboard. With every letter he made, it cut through the board like a knife, sending sharp screams into her ears.
Small clouds of white dust bloomed from the chalk like snow.
She looked around to Catie, Bram, and even her bully, Courtney Clearwater to see if they could hear the awful shrieks as well or if they too were blinded by the whiteness of the room, but they were not. They, along with the rest of the class sat still in their desks, some paying attention, others trying their hardest not to fall asleep, all of them acted as if nothing in the world was wrong.
You can do this, Jane told herself. Just ignore it. Don’t let it happen again. Ignore it. But try as she might, she could not ignore it for much longer. The sound of the chalk against the blackboard was accompanied by another sound. It was like the ticking of a clock, a sound that she was not unfamiliar with.
The clock above Mr. O’Brien’s head was an instrument that could be heard quite loudly in the silence of tests and other assignments. But this ticking was different. It did not have the clarity of the clock in the room, but more of a far away sound. The sound not of a clock exactly, but of a watch wrapped in cotton. A chill went up her spine as she realized what the source of the ticking was. It was her own heartbeat.
She swallowed, but her throat felt as dry as it had ever been. Her palms were damp as she gripped her fists tighter, digging her nails into the skin. Her right leg pumped up and down with the speed of a locomotive engine. The ticking of her heart grew louder and louder in her ears. Her front teeth pierced her bottom lip almost to the point of bleeding. Her heartbeat grew faster and faster, louder and louder, until...
She shot up from her desk. As she stormed her way through the isles she could barely hear Mr. O’Brien’s muffled query of, “Is everything okay, Jane?” But she could not answer him. Not because she didn’t have an answer, but because in- stead of giving him an explanation, she would scream. She saw flashes of Catie and Bram’s furrowed brows and Courtney’s horrible smirking pink lips of spite. She did not care. All she cared about was getting out of there as fast as she could.
Once she exited the classroom, she ran as fast as she could to the restroom. It seemed so far away, the hallway grew longer with every second. Her shoes echoed against the walls as if she were in a tunnel. Finally, she made it. She threw the door open and sprinted into one of the stalls, locking it. She bent down over the toilet, hoping something would purge itself out of her, but nothing came. She tried again, but still nothing emptied out of her throat. Please! Her voice screamed inside of her. Please get this feeling out of me!
Get out!
Get out!
GET OUT